It took so long to realise

It took so long to realise,
Your strength
You loved me and therefore let me go
I must have caused you pain
But
Still you keep coming back
Your intentions
So noble
So honest
So true
Everything
That I
Am not
How do you do this to yourself
See me so happy with somebody else
How can you still say you love me
When you know I can’t love you back
Your face
Is a mirror
Of my own emotion
You show me what I want to see
Your life on hold
Standing still
Why are you still waiting for me……